A briefly description about me, myself and I..

My name is Azzatie Intan Suraya bt Zamani. I am a 19-year-old girl with strong hunches. I was born in Benut, Johor, a small town which I had only been there once, maybe twice. Obviously I cant remember that. I grown up in Terengganu. Where the culture embraces heritage. It's what they keep saying about Terengganu. But as for me, Terengganu offers self-indulgence experiences. U dont need to bother on how u look when walking on the beach, u dont need to take affliction as serious thing. I do take affliction as a tremendously serious and deadly thing when I am in KL. KL often gives me headache. If we regret over some affliction or unpleasant circumstances, beating ourselves up over is useless. Allow all the experiences to be the gift that open positive possibilities for life to create anew. I am not that good in advising people what they should do and dont. But, it's fair enough for me. Self-indulgence can be a lovely experience. So, I keep doing it. Manipulate my subconscous and concious mind to synchronize every single thing. I am a property student. Just finished my studies (not officially finished) and I will be working with one of the famous property consultant company, specialize in building management. I am more interested in valuation but my guts-level blocking me from stepping into valuation sector. It's such a humiliating to share with others but it is not considered as handicap, but more likely as inconvinience..My guts-level huh..I need a tremendous amount of courage to overcome it. Actually I did once before. Not too long long ago. 31 July to 2 August 2009, 3 most beautiful days in my life. Gathered up students from 3 universities in Malaysia at UTM International Campus. Wow! Someone said to me: What a splendid job u've accomplished. I replied it with big grin. A wide big grin. Then I said to other friend of mine, they should say: I cant believe what u accomplished. If they think Valution Camp of 3 Institutes (V-Camp) is a 'job', then they are so wrong. I have some points that vehemently argue that 'job' point. V-Camp was my 1st big idea cost me about RM13,+++.++. Nearly RM14,000.00. Even my lecturer asked me: Zetty, where did u get the money? I'm blessed with the most understanding student liaison officer (Mr. S not the real name..huhu) and few helpful friends whose stand erectly next to me. Although sometimes I felt that I was doing all king of tasks by myself (berlagak tho..)but I'm glad they were there for me.. 24 7..We worked every day for the whole 2 years in order to make sure the idea of V-Camp will finally be an event. Plans do not become achievements, dreams do not become realities and ideas do not come to fruition without setbacks,hardships and failures. That's true! We went through hell. We argued over stupid and rubbish things. What can I say, they all have feelings as human being, am i right? But, I need to admit it. Sometimes, I did screw it up. Those things are nothing more than a big adversity to me. A big adversity which I need to handle it wisely as the director of program. As well as project manager or an orchestra leader (my lecturer and my room mate called me that..hehe..compliments..tenkiu, tenkiu..).For me, adversity is the diamond dust heaven polishes its jewels with. Try harder to define it. When I first draft my proposal on V-Camp, I found that V-camp is 'the road not taken'. Nobody in PEHARTA will ever ever take idea. Since our financial is not too strong, so nobody wants to take the idea of V-Camp. But I took 'the road not taken'. It vastly offered the best scenaries and the most exciting adventures ever in my life. I'm glad I accomplished it well. Well, at least well enough for me for the first timer. Success means figuring out who u r, what u have done. Not who other people think u r or who u should be or how good u r. It's being able to say: This is what I am. It may be not enough for some, but it's enough for me to be able to make a difference in others perception about PEHARTA. There's an old saying that goes: " You never see the true strength of a tea bag until it's in hot water ". But who cares about tea bag? It gets no publicity. Looks like the whole story is about V-Camp huh..kuikuikui..whatever la..Since I am a super talkative girl, so let's have it my way then..Hehe..V-Camp is not the task which I prayed equal to my power but V-Camp is the task which I had to put myself to the limit. I prayed my powers equal to V-Camp. Now u can see how hard it is in becoming a project leader ha? hehe.. Not that hard actually, with courage and guts-level, u will be a good project leader. Although is not that good for some, as long as u have experienced the hardships, and able to balance ur EQ in every single job u r doing, that is fair anough for u. Still talking about myself, I love to learn new things, every single day. It allows me to make difficult choices im my life. There will always be outside circumstances we cant control, but there are also decisions we can make how we want to live our lives. This decision making is based on our knowledge about whatever the circumstances are. In other to get knowledge, our foremost duty is learning. Then, keep learning and learning. That is exactly what I am doing every day. Some may says 'berlagak' but dont mistake hubris yar..Pride taken to the extreme u know. I love to communicate in English..to all kind of human being. Especially to my Radcliife (my laptop). We speak in 'C' languange. I write down everything I saw, experienced, learnt, felt, and so on la. Radcliffe is a good listener. I dont need feedback, and Radcliffe never give me one, I can get one from my other half, another 'thing' that I perceived as unique and special. No offense Radcliffe! U too r unique and special. Next time I will talk about my other half. My hobbies are collecting novels (all sort of novels), reading motivation books, shopping (I love clothes, blouses, shirts, purse, shoes and more), and love to make firends. I want to be an established registered valuer in property sector. Not for fame or money but for success. Let it never be forgotten that glamour is not greatness, applause is not fame, prominence is not emnience. A stone may sparkle but that does not make it a diamond. People may have money but that does not make them a success. So, it's not the money and fame that i am striving to achieve but the success!! I'm dying for it. I'm not the strongest of the human being species that survives, and I am not tend to be one, nor the most intelligent, but the one most responsive to change. I change and keep changing for sake of success. I'm blessed with exceptional shrewdness, and my obsession in every single thing i've been doing hurling myself into victory and succes. I have a great hunches. PLus, I'm a right dominant. I know myself very well eventhough others might consider it as annoying. I love it and I am sticking to it.