~Be daring~Be impractical~Be part of the team~

          U heard me.. Today, Azzatie Intan Suraya bt Zamani is working at one of the company at Jalan Sultan Ismail. But somehow, I missed my university stuff. I missed to do a lot of assignments, tutorials, going out for inspections and much more. I missed UTM a lotzzz… Huhu, pasni nak appreciate my time kat university. Next time I shall savour the beautinous of the moments in university. Talking about university, I think I finally came up with a decision where to pursue my degree. UiTM, tu pun kalau ada rezeki la. Insya Allah, doakanlah. What am I intent to do next? After finish my diploma, maybe I will be working at any property firm. Tu pun Insya Allah. Working is such a headache to me. On our very 1st day, me and my friend were assigned to inspect the damages and cleanliness for level 2 until 18. By using staircase yar.. Penat dehh..Sakit kaki. We took pictures and suddenly the camera is out of battery. So, as the alternative, I used my handphone to take pictures. Nothing much on my 1st day at work.


          Working is not a passion for me. When I devour books, motivational books, English novels, those things really really light up my day. Guess what? My favorite eateries to satisfy my hunger and thirst of learning are bookstores, libraries, and the internet. Here an affirmation for you, the average person puts only 25% of her energy and ability into his work. The world takes off its hat to those who put in more than 50% of their capacity, and stands on its head for those few and far between souls who devote 100%. I used this technique in order to force myself to learn English and read English books, and it works. Until now. Now I intent to use this technique in my work and assessments. No one keeps her enthusiasm automatically. Enthusiasm must be nourished with new actions, new aspirations, new efforts, and new vision. And surprisingly, now I am nourishing my enthusiasm in working.

          But dreadfully, my other half and I had a tremendous fight over silliest thing in the world. He has done something to Radcliffe which made Radcliffe acting oddly the day before and you know me.. I can’t bear if someone had done something to my Radcliffe and vice versa. And apalagi, satu hari tu masam jer. Then the next day, my other half langsung x nak bercakap with me. Sedey nyer.. When someone that you love doesn’t really want to be near to you nor to be touched. Then we argued (pakai hand phone je). But, when both of us dah kuarkan ayat-ayat masing, habislah.. Tak nak prolong the story, I backed off. Luckily, before 9-5 pace ended, kitorang dah berbaik. Actually like this, he is too old to fight, and I am too young to sulk. As simple as 1,2,3.. Daa..Then, I went to UTM to pick up some stuff then we went around. Last night he told me to take my driving license and he will give a THE NOUVO. I think he is right. I need the license. Maybe on January onwards, we both we’ll be transferred to Takaful Malaysia Jln Sultan Sulaiman. But what can I say? I don’t want to grizzle about my recent life. I will go with the flow. I am living my life as a worker right now, wake up early in the morning, go out for lunch at 1 o’clock, go back home at 5.30 pm. and everything will be a normal routine for me by time. I have to embrace my life like a lover. So, that is exactly what am I doing right now. It is the choice between really living or merely existing. But whatever happens to me at work place, I keep a slightly comic attitude. I still remember someone has said to me before, when in doubt or edginess or whatever unpleasant circumstances, please do make a fool of yourself. There is a microscopically thin line between being brilliantly creative and acting like the most gigantic idiot on the earth. So, what the hell, leap and by the end of the day, I will never forget to laugh.